I read your book, before i lost her. And to be honest, I cried when I read it.
In her last day, when me and my friends talked in the cafeteria, I can feel her there. It's like Mia who can walking everywhere in the hospital, I also can feel her there, watching us talking and laughing. I can feel her there, whereas I know she was with oxygen hose and heart monitor in her chest. I know she can go anywhere, but I do believe she with us, listening us and care for us.
Her name is Defrina Nopi Pasaribu. I love her, I miss her. I know what I was asking to God before I see her. I said, if God want to take her, give me a chance to see her for the last time. Yes, I did meet her. But, I can't talk to her, I can't hug her, I can't kiss her.